Rains and I

And when it rains so hard... I laugh and I cry
for life is more Life, with You close by
Rains and Tears... so true so pure
Love- one's outcome, Love- one's Cure
It doth kill me sometimes... why you lay low
But then I see God, and I know Why
I sit here drenched... the clouds with me
We share our tales, and why we weep
But what you Reap is not what you Sow
For once in love, One shall (must) die
Do I miss you?... I sure do not
for Love is this Rain, no kiss or a knot
Then I look at the skies...as they begin to dry
Nothing lasts forever, no joy no Plight

Direction --> Down

There's Love over me

but I walk away

The day of Love

but I walk away

I say it clean

I feel it pure

But I Want things

And I walk away

Love is selfless

Divine and Sublime

But I Crap it all

And I walk away

You know the pain

when you face the words

The Strong stay

But I walk away

Been there through all

the Denial and your call

Got hold of my heart

but I walk away

Though I want to be near

can't fight the Fear

You love but you Dont

So I walk away

The pain to the call

yet again as I fall

I lose and you win, just

'cause i walk away

You still are The One

My joy and my World

From far, there'll be love. I cry

As I walk away

There's Love over me

but I walk away

The day of Love

but I walk away.

Alone

Alone i float
In the dwindling skies

To From nowhere
Just me and the sighs

I see people
with hopes in their eyes

But then there's Flash
and Another bird dies

As alone as a Mob
unheard Pain and Outcry

Alone I float
In the dwindling skies.

DISGUISE

So... I saw you tonight
the very same

you and a veil
the same play

And... I saw you tonight
going with the wind

blowing away
glancing and chirping

When I saw you tonight
got so ignored

you and I spoke
but different stakes

I saw you tonight
I am the guilty

but I didnt stay
I wasnt carried away

I saw you tonight
wish you see me

I do still wait
and just hope away!

EXTREMES

So.. it’s Raining again

much the extremes!!

I go out, glance, no hopes

questions in mind, a lot of fear, and quite rows!

Do I know you… the winds and the tears?

No, afraid not, you intimidate me.

Different, much the extremes!

Those drops were sweet, the fragrance warm

The clouds were kind, and so at peace.

The king was strong, and a flame so brave

So many doors .. and all the keys!

But you are different

much the extremes!

You have a blaze that fires the drops

The face still nice but so a fraud

Yes you shower damn as much

but the venom that’s in my throat!

They showed me colours, the love abreast

I smiled and played, no conquests.

Went to hug and they embraced

And we were One, none was left!

But you are different

much the extremes!

I hug, you push.

I come, you run.

I love, you make hate.

I try live, you make numb!

Questions in mind, a lot of them.

Do I love you, does it sustain?

Am I at peace… is it the roaring calm?

Who are you I want to know.

But more than that, I want you to go.

I want the Clouds, the Rains, the Winds

But all I feel is a thousand piercing pins!

Is this your way Lord to punish the sins..

Or you too laugh at this corruption that has unwind?

I am none I humbly confess

You are the Might, put it to rest!

But why Play and why Change?

Be ‘that’ God and I’ll take the blame.

Back inside, I come and think

But still I hear and you call me (with a wink)

I donot love you anymore, sad

But again I fall and again so bad

So beautiful and still so strong

I bet there is, just no wrong!

But you are different

much the extremes!

And it’s Raining again

And (hope you hear that), my silence SCREAMS!!

DILEMMA

Weather back in full bloom,

Skies turning all orange and blue,

Can't be happier, can't even express.....

The graduating hunger to remove all gloom..

Whenever the clouds are at their generous best,

I feel like they want nothing to overcast or depress....

Whenever they roar like a steamy mighty king,

I feel Thee with the divine happiness in within...

Is that your way Lord to wash off all my sins?

Or you too weep at this corruption that has unwind?

Giving some signal to be there for someone?

Or laughing out loud on me being yet another victim..

Whatever it is, signifying whatever,

I know something and will know forever....

Till you keep pouring, rains and love...

Love i will all, till there is another!!