DISGUISE

So... I saw you tonight
the very same

you and a veil
the same play

And... I saw you tonight
going with the wind

blowing away
glancing and chirping

When I saw you tonight
got so ignored

you and I spoke
but different stakes

I saw you tonight
I am the guilty

but I didnt stay
I wasnt carried away

I saw you tonight
wish you see me

I do still wait
and just hope away!

EXTREMES

So.. it’s Raining again

much the extremes!!

I go out, glance, no hopes

questions in mind, a lot of fear, and quite rows!

Do I know you… the winds and the tears?

No, afraid not, you intimidate me.

Different, much the extremes!

Those drops were sweet, the fragrance warm

The clouds were kind, and so at peace.

The king was strong, and a flame so brave

So many doors .. and all the keys!

But you are different

much the extremes!

You have a blaze that fires the drops

The face still nice but so a fraud

Yes you shower damn as much

but the venom that’s in my throat!

They showed me colours, the love abreast

I smiled and played, no conquests.

Went to hug and they embraced

And we were One, none was left!

But you are different

much the extremes!

I hug, you push.

I come, you run.

I love, you make hate.

I try live, you make numb!

Questions in mind, a lot of them.

Do I love you, does it sustain?

Am I at peace… is it the roaring calm?

Who are you I want to know.

But more than that, I want you to go.

I want the Clouds, the Rains, the Winds

But all I feel is a thousand piercing pins!

Is this your way Lord to punish the sins..

Or you too laugh at this corruption that has unwind?

I am none I humbly confess

You are the Might, put it to rest!

But why Play and why Change?

Be ‘that’ God and I’ll take the blame.

Back inside, I come and think

But still I hear and you call me (with a wink)

I donot love you anymore, sad

But again I fall and again so bad

So beautiful and still so strong

I bet there is, just no wrong!

But you are different

much the extremes!

And it’s Raining again

And (hope you hear that), my silence SCREAMS!!

DILEMMA

Weather back in full bloom,

Skies turning all orange and blue,

Can't be happier, can't even express.....

The graduating hunger to remove all gloom..

Whenever the clouds are at their generous best,

I feel like they want nothing to overcast or depress....

Whenever they roar like a steamy mighty king,

I feel Thee with the divine happiness in within...

Is that your way Lord to wash off all my sins?

Or you too weep at this corruption that has unwind?

Giving some signal to be there for someone?

Or laughing out loud on me being yet another victim..

Whatever it is, signifying whatever,

I know something and will know forever....

Till you keep pouring, rains and love...

Love i will all, till there is another!!